夏日雨季连绵不断的落雨在屋檐汇聚形成滴滴答答的水滴,雨后的马路低洼处积起浅浅水滩,倒映着阴沉沉的天空。
一只脚 “啪”的一声踏破平静的水洼,溅起的水花飞向两侧,精准地落在另一人的鞋上。
牛岛停下脚步,不甚在意地看了眼溅上泥点的鞋,目光又落在已经走远却仿佛对此毫无察觉的“罪魁祸首”身上。
“罪魁祸首”还在继续向前踩着水,像是找到新奇玩具的小孩。
一直沉着的天终于又落下雨来,所幸并不大。牛岛快步追上及川,在他头顶撑起一把伞,为他挡去雨水。头顶被罩上一层阴影,及川侧着头睨了他一眼,什么都没说,也没有要把伞接过来的意思,只是扯扯背包的肩带,继续往前走。
牛岛亦步亦趋跟在及川身旁,细密的雨落在透明伞面上发出“沙沙”的声响,一切都笼罩在细雨朦胧之中,雨声竟是二人同行之间唯一的声音。
牛岛似乎并没有发现今日除了下雨与往日有何不同,他只是一心专注的给及川撑着伞。牛岛细心地将伞面向及川倾斜,以确保他不会被雨淋到,而牛岛仿佛没意识到自己被雨打湿的半边肩膀。
迟钝如他,花了快六年时间才理清对及川异样的情愫,在和及川交往一个月后,如果他们这种连手都没牵过的状态算是交往的话,也稍微摸清了一点及川的脾气。加之现在雨中沉默到诡异的氛围,让他迟缓的感情神经敏锐地捕捉到一丝异常。
“及川……”
“我们……”
两人竟是一齐开口,又双双缄口不言。又并行一段路,雨小了点。还是牛岛率先打破沉默的坚冰,“及川,你不高兴吗?”虽是问句,但语气却毋庸置疑。
“哈?及川先生才没有,”及川下意识地反驳他,余光却扫到牛岛右肩一片深色的水渍,雨水浸湿了白鸟泽的校服衬衣,湿哒哒的布料紧贴着肌肤,勾勒出手臂结实有力的肌肉线条。
只需稍稍一想便知道这是怎么回事,及川又干巴巴地改口,老实承认,“有一点点。”
之前陷在那种沉默的氛围里,两个人明明靠得很近,可又仿佛离得很远,及川差点就说出那句“我们分手吧。”两人这岌岌可危的恋爱关系,一触就碎。
“为什么不高兴?”牛岛细想了最近发生过的事情,没有头绪。他盯着及川精致的侧颜,从弯弯翘翘的睫毛到粉嫩水润的嘴唇,连鬓边几缕散开的发丝都觉得刚刚好,心底悄悄凹陷进去一块。
及川侧目刚好撞进一双深邃的眼睛里,他能感觉到牛岛的喜欢,从相处的细枝末节里都能感受到,但他想要的并不只是照顾与呵护,他还要牵手拥抱接吻做爱。起初及川认为自己要矜持一点,不然搞得这场恋爱像自己蓄谋已久,实在是有损及川先生的形象,所以他很少有主动的时候。可交往了一个月下来,牛岛居然连他的手都没有牵过,每次都恰如其分地抓手腕,两人最亲密的接触居然是比赛前的握手。
但就因为没有牵手而不高兴又显得有些矫情,于是他停下脚步站好,看着牛岛青褐色的眼睛反问他:“小牛若,我们交往多长时间了?”
“到今天刚好一个月。”牛岛眨眨眼,不明白及川怎么突然这么问,“怎么了?”
及川摇头,发丝微微晃动,声音在雨声里显得有些湿润,“你为什么不牵我?”
牛岛怔愣了一下,实诚地说:“我撑着伞。”
及川:……
“那你之前为什么都没牵过我?”
牛岛低头看着脚下湿漉漉的路面,石子缝隙里泛着细碎的水光,粼粼像是及川的眼睛。他说:“赛场上握手你总是很快松开,我以为你不喜欢。”
“我们赛场上是对手,私下里是恋人,这能一样吗?”及川撅着嘴小声抱怨。没想居然是这么普通的理由,可牛若那个笨蛋到底哪里看出来他不喜欢了……
“我可以牵你吗?”牛岛问。
恋爱应该做什么,没有人教过牛岛,他只是不愿意自己的行为让恋人感到冒犯。他无疑是喜欢及川的,始终追随着他的目光,锲而不舍的邀请,让他意识到自己想要的不仅仅是及川的托球,他想要更多。可他究竟还想从那个人身上得到些什么呢?经过快六年的追寻,牛岛或许早就知道答案。
可及川面对他时,总归是不那么喜欢的。所以当及川在某个比赛结束后的下午问他要不要交往时,牛岛有种踩在云朵上的不真实感。他小心翼翼地接住及川主动递出的邀请,两人开始有了除排球之外的第二条相交线。
一个想靠近又不敢轻易触碰,一个装模作样假矜持,差点就让这段恋爱关系稀里糊涂的夭折了。
雨好像停了,但两人似乎都没有发现,牛岛仍撑着伞,伞面上还滞留着不愿滑下的晶莹雨珠。一点雨后的阳光穿过云层洒下来,透过伞面上的水滴折射出点点光斑印在及川姣好的面容上。
“你问我干嘛?!笨蛋!!”及川抓狂大喊,“情侣之间需要惊喜,你以后想做什么不用问我…”而后声音又低下去,红着脸颊意有所指。
光影浮动,碎光落进如茶色玻璃珠般透彻的眼睛,让人忍不住想要珍藏起来。
及川说,你可以牵我抱我吻我,我会每天更喜欢你一点。
有什么东西终于落了下来,将心房填满。牛岛忽然很想吻他,开口前想起及川刚刚说过的话,于是便飞快地低头在他唇上偷袭了一下。
这回轮到及川愣住了,嘴唇上柔软的触感稍纵即逝,却又真实存在。宛若蜻蜓点水的那一下泛起层层波纹,在胸中掀起巨浪滔天。
及川先生的初吻就这么没了?!
他没想到自己几句话让这头牛开窍得如此之快,跳过牵手拥抱直接到接吻,但好像也不是不行……
就是有点不过瘾,及川想。
“再亲一下。”他听见自己的声音,有点哑。
牛岛欺身而上,再次捉住他柔软的唇瓣,试探地轻舔唇缝,双手扣住他的腰,左手握着的伞柄也随之离手倒栽落地,溅起晶莹的水珠。及川微仰着头,踉跄着往后倒退几步,紧接着就被扣着腰站稳,他用手环住牛岛的脖子,轻启唇齿,投入到这个肖想已久的吻中。
地面积水的浅滩倒映出正在拥吻的有情人。
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